October 2010
“With you, with you I know I’ll never feel alone. Someday, someday I know we’ll...”
– Melissa Polinar (via ayyobautista)
September 2010
To my moon...
“Promise me you’ll always remember: you’re braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.”
-Winnie the Pooh
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101 Update
I recently completed a few more things off my list
#20 I went back and visited Mrs. Brusch. That was fun! I got to see a lot of my old friends and I enjoyed talking to them about college. Hope I made a difference.
#32 I got measured at Victoria’s Secret and bought a new bra. Yay for sales! :D
#66 I went to a Demi Lovato Concert with my bestest friend and had a blast!
#72 I went to my...
Fountain
I sat by the fountain hoping to ease this aching in my heart. An emptiness that was filled the last time we sat there together. But seeing the spot where you sat before only made me feel more hollow and I longed to see you smile like you did that night. And even though being there without you made the hole in my chest seem bigger, I couldn’t make myself leave.
“I’ve been waiting all summer to feel sparkly again and I wont be pulled...”
– Blaire Waldorf
“Amor vincit omnia: Love conquers all.”
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Storm
There’s a constant mess of thoughts and feelings going on in my head and heart. Maybe I’m still getting accustomed to the college life or maybe I’m not used to being so far away from people I care about. It’s probably both. I love being here and I’m actually enjoying school but I feel so empty so often. I know it’s because I’m missing a part of me,...
Shopping at Target
Sister: What's that?
Me: A mini notebook...
Sister: What do you need a mini notebook for?
Me: ....i'm a writer, I don't need a REASON! besides...it's on sale! :D
“The world isn’t split into good people and death eaters. We’ve all got both...”
– Sirius Black
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“How long will I be waiting to be with you again? I’m gonna tell you that I...”
– When You Look Me In the Eyes -Jonas Brothers
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This weekend
Was nothing extravagant, nothing fancy.
We didn’t go clubbing or crash parties.
We didn’t dress up and drive around town looking for things to do.
We were just together and that was what made it absolutely perfect.
“There is nothing like love. You should try it.”
– The Lucky One by Nicholas Sparks
“To love is to place our happiness in the happiness of another”
– G. Wilhelm Leibniz (via quote-book)
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Dear God
Please forgive me for being so selfish. It’s easy to get caught up with our own problems and forget that in fact we are truly blessed. I keep thinking I’m hopeless and I can’t seem to find a way out of my dilemas. But my mommy always says there’s a solution for everything except death. Today I realized how true that is when I saw my daddy cry for the first time in...
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Frustration
I remember a time where even when things were complicated they were simpler than this. I haven’t had a moment of peace since I started school. I’ve been scrambling and running around since day one trying to fix my classes. Why is it that everyone else has been having an amazing college experience and all I want to do is quit? I don’t know what to do. I’m lost and...
“I’d rather break my ankle in fifty-thousand pieces than cause you any pain.”
– Cory Matthews (Boy Meets World) (via aimeekiddd)
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College Update
I wish people would stop asking me how college is going…at least until it starts going well!!! I’m very frustrated and very stressed with the whole college process right now. Trying to add one damn class has proved to be very tiring and I’m not very emotionally stable at the moment. That one stupid French class has been nagging at me from day one and I’ve been trying to...
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And then you came...
And somehow when you came into my life you gave me reason to believe that there was this whole other world I was missing out on. A whole other side of me that I hadn’t uncovered and hadn’t set free. And I discovered a strength and a courage that I never knew I had. I thought that my life ran smooth on it’s course until you came and knocked me in a new direction. I...
